There is something comendable for being able to be free enough to be able to be yourself and to not be apologetic about it.  Now I do not mean trampling over people and justifying saying this is just how I am and I am justified.  No what I mean is I was talking to someonen today that I am different yes very different and quirky.  There is not quite anyone out there like me.  However I have people that really appreciate that about me.  I used to think that there was something wrong about that and I felt angry and misunderstood.  Now that I am older I finally see that it is ok to be different and when I am fully expressed and when someone says hm shes interesting or different I will no longer take that as an offense.  Instead it is an opportunity to take it as a compliment.  Lets be real most of us are scared to really show our scales feathers and all.  But it is so freeing to do so.  I live big.  I live large.  What I mean is I am living a life that I am wantingn to live.  I am no longer talking about it I am living it.  I am giddy I am laughing.  Yes I have moments where I am insecure and I cry or I feel that is part of life.  But I am living a full life.  It has taken me a while but I am here and I am present.  How beautiful and how amazing it feels.  hehe.

There are other things that I want to encorporate into my life that I know will make my life even richer and deeper.  And I am working on including those things.  I love to share myself with others and share myself on stage.  Someone shared with me that when a performer a singer is really there and present with their audience the audience feels it and they are touched.  It is a gift that they give to them.  I give the energy and I get energy back.

Love you guys I hope you are having an incredible week and if you are not I hope you have the courage to make it an incredible week!  Every day is a new opportunity to really give it your all!